The Attitude of Eachother

Extract from Nassim Taleb

Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on November 29, 2011

An afternoon of feijoada and picanha.

Nassim Taleb is a Lebanese born Economist Philosopher. I was introduced to his work not long ago and have since found great pearls in his blog: FOOLED BY RANDOMNESS. A diary of notes and equations.

Here is an extract.

132- Life’s Barbells –The Barbell Heuristic

(Barbells are more robust than monomodal strategies.)

Walk most of the time, sprint as fast as you can on the occasion; never jog.

Fast for long periods of famine, then feast; never diet.

Endorse Nick Clegg & David Cameron, in combination, never labor.

For social life, a linear combination of Fat Tony & philosophers outperforms the frequentation of middle brows.

Go for city-states under loose empires, never nation-states.

Be a flåneur, lounging most of the time; then work as intensely as possible for a maximum of one hour; never work at low intensity –the 4-Hour Workweek.

Do nothing most of the time, then workout like a nut as intensely & unpredictably as possible.

Invest mostly in close to no-risk, (cash inflation protected, 80-90%), and maximal risk securities (10-20%); never in medium risk.

Read trashy gossip magazines and classics or sophisticated works; never the New York Times (or something even more aberrant, Newsweek).

Talk to graduate students or the highest caliber scholars; never, never, never medium academics.

Lose all your money, never half of it.

Respect those who make a living lying down or standing up, never those who do so sitting down.

Separate the holy and the profane.

Do crazy things (break furniture once in a while), like the Greeks and stay “rational” in larger decisions.

If you dislike someone, leave him alone or eliminate him; don’t attack him verbally.

The photo above is me preparing gaucho style sirloin on an open flame. Utica – NY
Current location: San Clemente


Italo Disco & Microchips

Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on November 18, 2011

A commissioned project led me to a computer factory in Upstate NY. This is a basic montage extracted from the longer film.


Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on October 26, 2011

Those quiet moments.

Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on October 24, 2011

Morning Consolation, originally uploaded by Michael Atallah.

The vanguard of silence.

A quiet vignette, part of a longer film essay: Mains de la Famille.

Corporate Vernacular

Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on September 26, 2011

Opening sequence assembly. (Concept)

This is a marketing “how-it’s made” documentary.  Documenting the manufacturing process for small video-based computer hardware, commissioned by Trenton Technologies.
The assembly is from the concept phase and felt I should finally share footage from the NEX.

Shot on the stock lens.
No color correction.
Compression codec: H.264


Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on September 24, 2011

Music , originally uploaded by Michael Atallah.

Currently working on a quiet small documentary film titled “The Immigrants” in an upstate New York town.
Stills from footage – CLICK HERE

Lunch with God

Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on August 10, 2011

























Standing at the corner of a busy intersection in downtown Rio de Janeiro. A typical day for Atala, thoughts racing with the speed of his metropolitan environment. The heat is sweltering, air thick and the worries weighing him down. A moment any responsible human being is all to familiar with. Suddenly an awkward looking man joins him at his side. Once the signal turns our adventure begins…Lunch with God is a personal account that takes us through a transformation. It evokes the magic powers settled within each and every one of us, desperately wanting to be awakened and put to use. Time in this story is portrayed as an object of our dismay, and the only way to accept our magic powers is to understand time away from a mere measurement. Our magic powers depend on this new concept of time and everything in this universe. We are all connected, existing interdependently with one another. Atala emphasizes this order. Lunch with God is an invitation for all who dare to see our universe as a simple miracle.

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The uncanny the holy: and the strange. (A reference on Michael Snow)

Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on July 10, 2011

I’m on assignment here in Old Forge, New York to present a vernacular 8mm film I put together for a group of families. It was footage dating back to 1950 leading all the way into the late 70s. Possibly one of the most honest projects I’ve ever had to privilege to be a part of. The location I am currently writing from is a lakeside compound comprised of 5 homes all under the ownership of three families dating back 4 generations. It’s referred to as “camp”, yet instead of tents you have 6 Dutch Colonial homes built around one another. Each with a respective boat house and dock into the lake. The presentation was scheduled for the 4th of July and all the families who pertained to the films gathered to walk back in time. As an artist, this was a lesson of pure participation. Watching people meet the past in such a sensitive context. Aunts, Uncles, Grandparents, Grandchildren, family friends, dogs, hats, fireworks all spread out on an open lawn that runs up to a seawall against the lake. It was like a Rockwell painting. Americana at its finest. A true shock since I flew up from Rio de Janeiro to present this piece alongside my producer who made this whole event happen. The films were telecined 3 or 4 years ago and I was brought into the fold to edit and sound the films together. All of which was kept a secret. Tears welled up, memories revealed and laughter came from a sincere place. I stood next to the screen looking at the audience. That was my reward. That was my film. It was a gift and nothing else mattered. I didn’t care about film festivals, or write ups or acclaim. People were returning to innocence, and experiencing a holy moment with cinema in the purest form possible. Mission accomplished, yet, the story continues.

Days after the viewing I was given the option to stick around up here and do some writing. Meanwhile the camp was tense, at least for one of the families. A beloved dog disappeared. Cambridge, a skittish 2 year old sheep dog went missing during the fireworks display. Poor little bugger, fleeing for peace in whatever comprehension that was for her. The family was devastated and went on a 2 day search around the woods and up top a couple of mountains to get a higher view, hoping their voices would bring the dog back. Nothing. It was a sad affair for Cambridge’s tribe. They were somber, collected and tried to do everything possible to find the dog before heading back to Virginia. Imagine being a kid and your dog wanders missing right under your nose. Lost in a strange world, with no sense of direction and plenty of bears. One night I took in a quiet smoke on the dock considering the uncanny nature of this small town. The dog was swallowed by this lake side hamlet. The strange showing itself out from a familiar world. Life eerily went on without Cambridge. That is, until the third day, yesterday, the 7th. Cambridge came home. It was also my cousins birthday in Rio and my dear friends girlfriend was in surgery back in San Francisco. A highly unique operation that will go into medical precedence from here on out. She’s in recovery and all went smoothly. It was a quiet day, sunny, clear skies and me, in the cabin, struggling with software damn near throwing my laptop out the window. Then I hear a voice call me. “Mike! Bring your camera, you have to see this.” I leaped up like a boy scout and ran down expecting to see a deer playing backgammon with a chipmunk. Instead, I see 3 adults, two of which youthful elders, looking to the sky as if a UFO was about to land. A solar halo was smack center sky, high noon sun. I ran back to the cabin, threw on a fish eye lens and started filming. I kicked the exposure down as low as possible and circled everyone staring up at the sun, covering their faces with folded hands. The scene turned catholic. A sight in the sky. Faith was confirmed. All went silent. Everyone kept looking up. It had this private resolution about it all. It went on for a good 10 minutes until the halo disappeared. Here is a little video I made up with the footage.

Kalen Blackburn.
Illustration sensitively created by b l a c k b u r n

If you please, here is a clip I commissioned the young Amanda Ziobro to film on my Canon. She’s the daughter of one of the key players in the movie: Peter Ziobro: The families joined during 4th of July, 2011 viewing the 8mm family vignette. “This was the best summer of my life,” Pete said a month or so after this was taken. He sat center front, re-united with his daughters for the first time in years. This film stirred emotions I couldn’t even begin to imagine. Unfortunately Pete passed on in the fall. It was as if this was his silver lining, filled with confirmation: a humbling experience spending time with this family.

Michael Snow’s La Région Centrale

Barra da Tijuca: where was I?

Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on February 27, 2011

Game day. And I’m not talking about this Sunday’s super bowl. Far from it, but not that far when you consider hyperrealism as our agenda for the evening.

It’s a Wednesday night in Rio and we’re heading southwest to the glass
elephant: Barra da Tijuca. In English it translates to Swamp Sandbank. Back
before the 20th century the coast line that made up Barra was one long
sandbank gobbled by inland swampland. The land is locked around intense
mountain ranges. Once Remedial Territorial Agricultural and a group of other
cronies bought up the land from Jardim Oceanico all the way down to Recreio
dos Bandeirantes, the bastards took 70 years to finally build the lagoa-barra
highway plugging in new inhabitants trying to flock out of a crowding southzone
Rio de Janeiro. This was 1969. It plays like an Orange County model
housing the wealthiest of the wealthy in business, entertainment and sports. A
new breed of Brazilian was taking shape and the area was designed in the
same appeal as how Brasilia and new-Miami were built up. Space was
peculiarly used by etching out wide boulevards and parkways: typical north
American urban planning. They even named the main drag Avenida das
Americas. It’s a bright contrast to the rest of Capital City. Almost too bright,
and that is exactly why we crossed the line of society to go a bit deeper in how
ridiculous the turnout of this development became. Who does this on a
Wednesday night? Go out with a Hasselblad and a note-pad to write a story
about hyperrealism within a context people commit their lives to live around,
normally. Yeah, you could call it social anthropology but it doesn’t cover it all.
We were on an urban Safari pointing out how horrific growth can amass to.
João said “the world is ending” while standing before the giant upside down
triangle that made up the logo for Guanabara: an ultra Costco like grocery store
that towers over Avenida das Americas parkway. Along the center divider,
where the camera was positioned, a scant row of baby trees stood like starving
refugees in a complicated situation.

Our night went something like this:

On our way out of Zona Sul we made a stop off in Gavea to untangle from a web
of domestic confusion. It was a drop off and I had to make myself unknown to
the situation so I hopped out of the car before the drop point. I’d like to go deeper
into it but it’s just not my business. Let’s just leave it as a task that just had to be
done. I hung around the strand of bars and restaurants waiting for the matter to
be dealt with. I bought a pack of Marlboros at a bar/restaurant called Garota da
Gavea. There was a waiter standing on the edge of the sidewalk next to the
outdoor seating. I unwrapped my pack, not wanting to litter I looked around for a
trash can. Nothing. I was tense with the cellophane in my hand. I almost
wanted to stuff it into the pocket of the waiter and pat him on the shoulder. I
didn’t, but it was a funny thought. I hung around watching the people eat and
smoke cigarettes: mostly couples, young, good-looking resembling a cigarette
ad. There was a woman in her late 40s sitting silently sipping a beer. Pack a
cigarettes with a lighter neurotically placed aside. She looked blank into the
distance. I wonder what she was thinking about. There wasn’t time to mix with
this scene, so I looked across toward the car to see the drop was in the middle of
activity. A blond girl in her early 20s was nearly in tears leaning into the driver
side of our car. I waited for the signal. No time to figure things out. I was on my
own trip. We were headed to Barra and I had my own female issues buzzing in
my head. I just wanted to get to Barra and see what happens. I circled the
perimeter chain smoking and pressing messages off to Los Angeles on my
iphone. I was also pressing off some words to a cold bitch of a journalist up in
Nova Friburgo up in the sierras of Rio de Janeiro. Entertaining, at the least.
Walking down the row people stood around drinking in groups along the
sidewalk. It wasn’t that busy but still enough to bring out someone from idle
depression. I got a closer look of the car and passed it. She was still there,
somber. I walked a few meters away from it and then cut across the street to sit
on the curb. I was 2 O’clock from the car, in clear site yet distracted by my
bullshit correspondence. No big deal. I smelt french fries in the air and
remembered I hadn’t eaten a meal all day. Just a ham and cheese calzone
called Juelho (knee). Don’t ask. Twenty minutes rolled by and my playtime on
the mojo phone was cut off. The drop led our car to make a drive around the
block so I had to bear the wait a little longer. Waiting is my specialty. I’m good at
it. I took one more walk around the strip and was about to lose morale until I
see our car pull right up in front of me, as if I had called for a radio taxi. The drop
was made and my seat was vacant. We got the fuck out of there without a
second to spare. We didn’t talk for the fist 10 minutes as we sped up estrada
Lagoa Barra through the Zuzu Angel tunnel right into the Rochinha. Oscar
Neimeires futuristic walkway carring pedestrians across never looked uglier.
Was it a foreshadow to the world we were about to enter? It looked like the
frontal view of a viking helmet futurized in a poorly written science fiction what
have you. It was behind us, Joao was driving at top speed taking advantage of a
wednesday night in Rio. Sadly the burn only lasted a few kilometers until we
were re-directed up the Joá canyon pass. The second tunnel was closed for
matinence. No problem. We popped Andrew Bird on the CD player and
smashed through the curvy two-lane estrada de Joá right into Barra Antiga – the
first neighborhood of Barra. Historically speaking it was a little refuge for Zona
Sul dwellers to escape the city and fall into a bar called Oswalds, which opened
back in 1946. They serve this mean drink called Batida, which I don’t want to get
into right now. We sped through the neighborhood onto Av. Armando Lombardi
and eventually merged onto the first indication that we were certainly not in Zona
Sul: Avenida Das Americas. The wide bastard just got wider and before you
know it a Miami beach style parkway divider pumps out of the asphalt. The zoning
got serious, buildings got boxy and greedy with the space around them. Even
the fucking typography in strip-mall storefronts had an attitude. My mind was
given a new picture to look at as if it was a pre fabricated piece of corporate art. I
would call it a piece of shit but that’s where João steps in to translate back to the
world. The ridicule was running high each meter we drove and somehow our
twisted minds believe this to be art. Not some pussy genre like Urban Art, but
something along the lines of “hey, the world is going to shit and for some reason
if you look hard enough you can see how insecure human beings actually are.”
BMW, RANGE ROVER MERCEDES showrooms gleamed out like some drunk
yuppie in an expensive nightclub who knows absolutely nothing about LSD. We
were in Barra, and the 2 am air was thick. Like any new reality no matter how
absurd it is, human beings adapt, and we took that sensation into the parking lot
of an old Carrefour supermarket where a mustard yellow protrusion of perfection
seemed like it was placed there by a giant baby arranging this god-awful city. It
was a BOB’s hamburger joint: clean, evenly lit and most certainly Americana. It
was Hopper in reverse – Marc Trujillo came to mind. All the realities mixed up in a
confused Bladrunner dimension. It seemed as if someone took the wrong portal
and arrived to the wrong 2011. The local GDP stunk through the pearl white
plastic chairs neatly set around the stand under a pre fabricated corporate BOBS
LIVERY lined canopy. We sat in the Fiat inside the empty parking lot watching
the place as if a fucking Lion was going to rustle out of the bushes and eat a
Zebra. Instead of Binoculars João took out his Hassleblad to survey the scene. I
got out before him to walk around and finally sat under the canopy. I popped a
smoke in my mouth and considered the logo of the pack. My thoughts were clear
as the sweet warm summer air blew through; I looked behind me onto Avenida
das Americas across the wide parkway.
Was I in LA?
There stood the closest replica of upper Wilshire blvd. I have ever seen outside
of Los Angeles. I stood up and tossed my cigarette away, slowly walking
backward to get a wider view. It was an intimate affair. The coffee stained-white
Los Angeles postmodern Bauhaus structure tangled with the reaching palm trees
along the parkway. I held a stare until I hear “hey man, can you get out of the
way?” João was lining up a shot and I remembered that scene in Bob Zemeckis’
Back to the Future: Doc Brown and Marty in the JCPenny parking lot late at night
freaking out with a JVC camcorder and a hard case of shit. The stand was
closing up for the night and a group of three that seemed like a kid and his Uncle
and Father were sitting around talking. There was also a random guy leaning on
the counter, waiting for his meal. I couldn’t make out what they were saying – it
was all mumbles and slow lethargic movements. They were part of the safari
and all had round bellies. At that moment the night took that turn for the strange.
Nothing felt real, or in reach. I felt like I had been up for 4 days straight and had
no business interacting with other people’s’ micro destinies. The wind blew
gently. It felt like Miami, but it looked like LA and I thought about Orange County.
A 747 could have rolled across the parkway and some sell out director could
have shouted CUT!!!!! What was going on? We were taking a picture of a
Burger stand. I felt the fabric of loose, small currency in my pocket while my
eyes glazed at the bombardment of two tones of yellow with red details and blue
finish. I was hungry but stayed put. The resistance wasn’t hard either; I just let
the mirage subside. We had water crackers and a liter of Red Label in the car.
No need for that garbage.
I wandered around while João snapped a couple more shots. There was an
older stand just next to the Bob’s beacon. It was closed and dark. It felt like a
themed restaurant in the Wild West sector of an amusement park afterhours. I
sat down and not a second goes by when I notice a security guard harassing
João. I went for a deeper reading and sure enough the motherfucker was kicking
us out. But Why? We’re just two morons taking a picture of a burger stand. In a
calm yet breathless voice he tells us that we very well might be potential crooks
sizing the place up to rob later on down the line. Are you kidding me? Was this
really happening? We didn’t hold an argument and like a couple of French
fuckers in Cairo got back into our rental car and played dumb.
To be continued…

By Michael Atallah

photo: João Atala


Posted in Uncategorized by Michael Atallah on February 15, 2011


Manolo Restaurant – Botafogo.

I’m getting my bearings today, still. Even though it’s 12:41 I feel like I’m just waking up. Actually I got up at 10:30 with a violent skin wound on my foot from all the blood thirsty mosquitos. I’m not complaining. This is a tropical relationship and I accept all skin breaks as confirmations of life. I also accept all the heat, broken sidewalks, ungoverned motorcycles, potential theives, steep rents, green mountains, arrogant women, free spirited bus drivers, strong coffee, passive agressive friendships, intense sex, hospitable homes and a link to my youth. This is Rio de Janeiro, and it’s not to be messed with. I feel a little strange writing this in a restaurant on my laptop, but I’m killing time until Andre wakes up so we can get back into the script. Manolo is what they call here a “galeto”. I could go into this travelog type of description of this place, but I always feel like a sell out gimp humping the tourism vernacular. I don’t care to do that, so if you want to know what a galeto is I suggest you do your own homework. All I’m going to say is that this is a walk-up restaurant with fast paced caricature faced waiters zipping around in white shirts and bow ties. The food is well rounded from a full blast meal of feijoada to a simple fucking melted cheese sandwich with mortadela. Coffee, juice, cigarettes, cachasa, imported booze, ice cold beer and a relaxed enviornment. That’s it. Eat and shut up, you’re in Rio. Ohh, there is a bar too for those who want to pit-stop and cool off. No doors. Walk up. Shut up. Enjoy.

So here I am, Manolos. It’s about 90 degrees and I just finished off a misto quente and a glass of suco de abacaxi. The better half of me is recovering from a hangover and the other just wants to be in an air conditioned environment escaping the pressure cooker outside. I could have eaten a feast but the juice and sandwich did me good. I’ll just wait here and write. Yesterday the cousins : joao, miguel and myself, took to the sea in a motor boat out of the marina club in Barra. We burned out to one of the atols just off costa brava and swam a half kilometer from our anchor-point to the rock. It was a good excercise but it felt like we were Navy Seals doing reconnaissance training. I cut my foot on barnacles and relaxed working on a tan. It was a nice escape from the city, even though it was smack in front of us. You could see the coastline from Recreio all the way up to Ipanema, then Niteroi off in the faint distance. Once we swam back to the boat we took Miguels surfboard, yes, surfboard, and did a little wakeboarding. Joao and I failed miserably but Miguel the sea man was on two feet cutting across the motortrails without a single fall. He could have very well lifted a leg off the board and sang a complicated Chico Buarque tune without a flinch. That kid always amazes me with physical endurance and macgyver like skills. Joao too, but his coordination is much like mine: heady, intuitive and ferociously wild. Miguel is like a floating labrador happy as shit with anything that has to do with water. Me, shit, I’ve only been to the beach twice since I got here. Rio for me isn’t a party on the beach or a fuck-off day in the middle of the week. It’s serious business and I get my kicks mixing with the charging force of survival and thousands and thousands of doors to heaven or hell. Transcendental coffee breaks and flight paths into Santos Dumont airport carry my state of mind. I could give a shit about showing off in Leblon or jerking off in an art gallery in Gavea. Give me the real life, the ants, the warriors mixed with criminals or criminals in recovery. I love this city, makes me appreciate Southern California.